its getting really cold now

everything is simply not working right. there's this. and that. maybe the simple fact is im not a very good architecture student.

there is really no significant scenario that leads to this revelation. it is something when you sit down and reality suddenly dawns on you. of course i'm sad. but i'll live. sorry little asraf bari. i'll keep your dreams in my little shoebox. and maybe one day find the courage to let it go.